Thisle Motzel and Azool newborn Garden
Originally uploaded by GrenadineSupreme
Thistle and his seasonal colors
Originally uploaded by GrenadineSupreme
Thistle Character bio: Thistle is actually has a fraternal twin but his little sister is several years younger and not ready to bloom. Tula-Dil is not his mother but in fact his older sister and frequent babysitter He is very moody and enjoys life in the garden his best friend is a young girl named Lyme.
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I did not exercise ot watch my food intake ALL of December. It was my Xmas present to myself...plus what the frell is the point at Xmas??? It's the season of mini quiches and Quality Street...pear cider and pizza...so go my Xmas food traditions! I weighed myself on the 1st of December just so I could see how much I gained throughout the month. I don't really make a habit of weighing myself...it's too depressing doing it every week if you haven't lost...too slow and I soooo don't have the patience. I think on average I weigh myself once every month or so...I see better progress that way.
Anyway, people bought me CHOCOLate for Xmas. I should have remembered that they know that I LOVE chocolate...of course they all know that I am eating better and have lost weight but they don't really understand my chocolate NEMESIS.
I gave up smoking 5 years ago and that was EASY...really easy...surprisingly easy. If I had to give up chocolate completely...well... I would rather start smoking once more and then give THAT up again.
See...here's the thing... I put all my chocolate away in the cupboard in DATE order and thought...hey...I can just make it last ALL year...yay!!!! I don't have to buy chocolate for a whole year...did I mention they bought me a ton??? However, it just CANNOT work that way. I cannot just dole it out a piece at a time...nice and organized...sanely and calmly...nope...if it is in the house I must eat it. It sat in that cupboard and MOCKED me..waving its sticky little chocolate fingers at me..wafting its warm milky scent in my direction everytime I opened the cupboard to get a sesame seed bar...it CALLED to me.
When it is not in the house I am fine. I don't need it...I don't think about it...I don't even drool over it on aisle 3 at Tesco...it just doesn't EXSIST for me.
BUT...put it in a tin...wrap it in a ribbon...place it in a box all nestled up in fine crinkly brown paper and the monster awakens...release the Kraaken...call out the dogs...MY PRECIOUS!!!!
I have such great will power...I have lost the weight on my own...I drink maybe 1 glass of alcohol a week. I don't smoke anymore. I don't eat microwave food or salt laden pre-packaged shit.
Chocolate is my bloody NEMESIS!!
What happened you ask yourself??? Well..I didn't THROW it out because that would be a waste.
I didn't GIVE it away as that is a whole other RANT about re-gifting.
AND
I certainly cannot DONATE it to Dave as he doesn't really have a sweet tooth.
SO I DID THE ONLY THING A GIRL CAN DO IN THIS SITUATION.
I ate it all.
Notice how I didn't shout that last line??? So shamed am I.
Yep...I ate it all...at first it was lovely. A guilty pleasure...then I got a bit sick..and eventually it became a CHORE...just one more piece girl...you can do it. My own staying power...my own will...working AGAINST me...oh the irony.
Yesterday morning I stepped back on the scales. I felt fat but that's probably all in my mind.I sort of squinted with one eye and balancing lightly on my toes...naked as we all know how many pounds clothes can add!!! Then I sucked it up(not literally) and got back on properly.
I had gained only THREE POUNDS!!! Fabulous...that's like not gaining at all...it's just the +/- percentage...I am happy but I still remember that DARK chocolate feeling and I know that I can never let it pass over my threshold in such pretty packages and ginormous numbers again.
SO people...please...DO NOT BUY ME XMAS CHOCCIES!!! BEWARE...
Originally uploaded by GrenadineSupreme
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She was Approved!! And now Tula-Dil Needs your help!
Originally uploaded by GrenadineSupreme
Please check out my new doll design at patch together and if you have time vote for her!! If she gets enough votes she will be produced!! Here is the link:
www.patchtogether.com/designs/designs/view/id/2607
Originally uploaded by GrenadineSupreme
I will find out if my new doll design is approved for voting on www.patchtogether.com/
If you have never been there please sign up and vote for your favorite designs. You can make an artist`s dreams come true.I`m so Excited, nervous and in love with her. I hope you all get to see her soon!! And if she works out there will be more to come.




